Lately, I’ve been thinking aimlessly—overthinking, forgetting easily, and I don’t even know what I’m thinking. My mindset is becoming more and more cluttered as the days go by for all the wrong reasons. I feel as if I have turned around too many times, to the point where I just stopped. Of course these thoughts will strive to overtake my mind, leading to paranoia and fears. The fear of losing to others. The fear of losing to myself. The idea of losing. But I’m only human. Everyone will go through struggles, and I understand that life takes us through constant fluctuations that we should be appreciative of. So maybe, I’ll take a different approach to this, and learn from it..”what kills us makes us stronger”, right? :’)
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You think everything is some type of joke to you. That’s what I really hate about you.
This year has been just amazing, and I am thankful for everything — the memories, the people, just everything. It had its ups and downs, but it was definitely a good one. Although there were days that were worse than others, these days helped me become a better person, with countless lessons learned. I changed a LOT, but for the better, and hopefully, in 2012, improvement will take its place. I am quite happy with the result of this year as well, because looking back at my resolutions, I fulfilled many of them! It’s been crazy. Thank you to those who played an important role during my hardest times, and cherished me unconditionally. I gotta say, I just feel super super super blessed, and lucky for a great year, and hopefully, the new year will be a better one— with no regrets, less struggles, and more fulfillment! Please me good to me. Hello 2012 ♥ COME AT ME BRAH !
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